Tonight I’m in charge. I want you to hold the bed post and let me take care of you. You are beautiful lying there… I begin to caress your shoulders and your neck. I love the way your skin feels under my fingers. My mouth comes close to your ear, and I blow softly on your neck. My hand comes to your hair, pulling your head back. Now your neck is exposed for me, and I gently bite it, lick it, and bite it again…. I slowly go down your chest, taking one nipple in my mouth, sucking it until it becomes a small hard pearl under my tongue, and pinching the other one with my fingers, not too hard to hurt you, but hard enough for you to feel it…. The descent continues, slowly, inexorably.... I reach your navel and my tongue plays with it for a minute... I can feel you shivering, your body so ready for me. Are you still with me? Do you want me to go down a little more?
"I understood all the words. They were new and made sense. That's why the past was the past. That's why, if everything changes and wears out, then loves also fade away. You should know I'll look for your heart if you take it somewhere else. I'll look for your soul in the cold, in the flame. I 'll cast a spell on you, so that you love me still. You shouldn't have started, attracted me, touched me. I shouldn't have given so much, I don't know how to play. People tell me that today that's how other women do things. But I'm not any other women. Before we get too close, before we throw it away, You should know I'll look for your heart if you take it somewhere else. I'll look for your soul in the cold, in the flame. I'll cast a spell on you, so that you love me still. I'll find other languages to sing your praises. I'll pack our bags for the fields of eternal harvests. I'll say those magic words spoken by African healers. I'll say them with no regrets, so that you love me still. I'll make myself a queen so that you don't leave me. I'll make myself new so the fire starts again. I'll become like those other women who make you happy. Your games will be our games, if that's what you desire. I'll make myself brighter, more beautiful, to rekindle the spark. I'll turn myself to gold, so that you love me still."