"I understood all the words. They were new and made sense. That's why the past was the past. That's why, if everything changes and wears out, then loves also fade away. You should know I'll look for your heart if you take it somewhere else. I'll look for your soul in the cold, in the flame. I 'll cast a spell on you, so that you love me still. You shouldn't have started, attracted me, touched me. I shouldn't have given so much, I don't know how to play. People tell me that today that's how other women do things. But I'm not any other women. Before we get too close, before we throw it away, You should know I'll look for your heart if you take it somewhere else. I'll look for your soul in the cold, in the flame. I'll cast a spell on you, so that you love me still. I'll find other languages to sing your praises. I'll pack our bags for the fields of eternal harvests. I'll say those magic words spoken by African healers. I'll say them with no regrets, so that you love me still. I'll make myself a queen so that you don't leave me. I'll make myself new so the fire starts again. I'll become like those other women who make you happy. Your games will be our games, if that's what you desire. I'll make myself brighter, more beautiful, to rekindle the spark. I'll turn myself to gold, so that you love me still."

My Mentor



Benjamin Tiberius Russell


Incubus Chronicles





My name is Benjamin Tiberius Russell and I am an Incubus. I have a ravenous demon-slut, named Priapus, that lives within me. Priapus must feed on the life-force energy of men or women in order for me to live. Thanks to Priapus, I have capabilities far beyond those of human men. But, the price I must pay for those gifts is a burden that weighs heavy on my conscious. Each day of my life, I must wage a battle for control of my mind, body and soul against Priapus' unrelenting hunger. Every 24 hours, I must fully feed Priapus and satisfy his gluttony; otherwise I will lose control of my soul to the dark side of my nature. The price for failing to appease the slut in me is to become a wanton killer and that's a price I'm not willing to pay.



You can find Benjamin on his blog: Incubus Chronicles, and "like" him on Facebook.