I came back home late tonight, and I know that you’re already in bed. I slip into the bedroom, go to lighten the bathroom so I can see a little, and silently take off my clothes. You’re lying on your back, the sheets at your feet. I can’t suppress a smile; you always push the sheets away in your sleep. I look at you as you snore softly and I feel my body awaken at your sight. You always have that effect on me. I can’t resist and slowly straddle your legs, making my way up your body and kissing every parcel of your skin. I know exactly when you wake up… Your breathing speeds up and your body tenses a little. I smile at you, my head now above yours. I bend over and kiss you leisurely. I feel you moving under me, and suddenly your fingers come to my pussy, pushing inside me without any effort. My mind goes blank as my body looses all control.
"I understood all the words. They were new and made sense. That's why the past was the past. That's why, if everything changes and wears out, then loves also fade away. You should know I'll look for your heart if you take it somewhere else. I'll look for your soul in the cold, in the flame. I 'll cast a spell on you, so that you love me still. You shouldn't have started, attracted me, touched me. I shouldn't have given so much, I don't know how to play. People tell me that today that's how other women do things. But I'm not any other women. Before we get too close, before we throw it away, You should know I'll look for your heart if you take it somewhere else. I'll look for your soul in the cold, in the flame. I'll cast a spell on you, so that you love me still. I'll find other languages to sing your praises. I'll pack our bags for the fields of eternal harvests. I'll say those magic words spoken by African healers. I'll say them with no regrets, so that you love me still. I'll make myself a queen so that you don't leave me. I'll make myself new so the fire starts again. I'll become like those other women who make you happy. Your games will be our games, if that's what you desire. I'll make myself brighter, more beautiful, to rekindle the spark. I'll turn myself to gold, so that you love me still."